Friday, February 19, 2010
I am a little disappointed! I was mentioned by a staff to another participant and I'm a bit sad about it. I should not be being used as an example of what a staff person hopes another participant wont be like or do. I want to make it perfectly clear that my wanting to leave (nothing has been decided) does not at all mean I wont be successful. Yes it wil be harder because I wont have all the wonderful support the family place offers. I stil intend to get my high school diploma. I am just trying to work a few personal things out right now and I am diving in head first this week with buckling down and getting that done. I have made some HUGE steps in the right direction. You all know how I feel about daycare but I have called 2 local daycares and set up appointments to visit them this coming wednsday. I wish that the steps I am making to be independant would be noticed as posotive things not me "quiting" or "giving up". Thats not at all what Im doing! I also was really against me getting a job. I just wanted my husband to do it so I could stay home with my princess until she went to school. I know want a job and Have been filling out online applications. I also have made a doctors appointment for myself for next friday and self care was not high on my list but now I am taking care of that. In my search to find a job I am also going to see if I could still go to flt one day a week if not 2. I enjoy the staff and the friends I have made there. I just want to be on my own. I dont want to need people or government fnds anymore. I feel like I am failing and I am trying to achieve things. So to the staff please dont tell other participants that you hope they arent gonna just quit like me because Im not quiting!!!! I just dont want to need you! I am an adult and I should be able to support my family and get my life together without help and getting a job is a good start. Realize that I am making steps and no my case manager doesnt know about my steps. She doesnt need to root herself in every aspect of my life especially my daughters. I think flt is such an amazing program and I recommend it to any young mother who needs some help navigating. Ok I've said what I needed too. Have a great day!
Sunday, February 14, 2010
I missed both days of flt last week. I missed everyone but I got to hang out with my home girl anyway. I cant wait to go back to flt on tuesday! I miss everyone. I got transferred out of the kitchen one day a week and I am totally regretting that but its to late now. I dont know how much longer I am going to be flt. Its a great program but I think I need to move on. Have fun. See you all on tuesday!
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