Friday, February 19, 2010

I am a little disappointed! I was mentioned by a staff to another participant and I'm a bit sad about it. I should not be being used as an example of what a staff person hopes another participant wont be like or do. I want to make it perfectly clear that my wanting to leave (nothing has been decided) does not at all mean I wont be successful. Yes it wil be harder because I wont have all the wonderful support the family place offers. I stil intend to get my high school diploma. I am just trying to work a few personal things out right now and I am diving in head first this week with buckling down and getting that done. I have made some HUGE steps in the right direction. You all know how I feel about daycare but I have called 2 local daycares and set up appointments to visit them this coming wednsday. I wish that the steps I am making to be independant would be noticed as posotive things not me "quiting" or "giving up". Thats not at all what Im doing! I also was really against me getting a job. I just wanted my husband to do it so I could stay home with my princess until she went to school. I know want a job and Have been filling out online applications. I also have made a doctors appointment for myself for next friday and self care was not high on my list but now I am taking care of that. In my search to find a job I am also going to see if I could still go to flt one day a week if not 2. I enjoy the staff and the friends I have made there. I just want to be on my own. I dont want to need people or government fnds anymore. I feel like I am failing and I am trying to achieve things. So to the staff please dont tell other participants that you hope they arent gonna just quit like me because Im not quiting!!!! I just dont want to need you! I am an adult and I should be able to support my family and get my life together without help and getting a job is a good start. Realize that I am making steps and no my case manager doesnt know about my steps. She doesnt need to root herself in every aspect of my life especially my daughters. I think flt is such an amazing program and I recommend it to any young mother who needs some help navigating. Ok I've said what I needed too. Have a great day!

Sunday, February 14, 2010

I missed both days of flt last week. I missed everyone but I got to hang out with my home girl anyway. I cant wait to go back to flt on tuesday! I miss everyone. I got transferred out of the kitchen one day a week and I am totally regretting that but its to late now. I dont know how much longer I am going to be flt. Its a great program but I think I need to move on. Have fun. See you all on tuesday!

Thursday, February 4, 2010

hey everyone im sorry me and marshal were not there today but we both did not feel good so we stayed home hope to see everyone on tuesday. we both missed everyone.